Just finished downloading season 4 of Scrubs. It's nice to watch a series or a show that you can just enjoy and in some way learn something from it too. For me, Scrubs has always been that one show that teaches me more about life than any other 20-minute show.
For the past couple of weeks, been hollering my ass back to school life and I still can't find that motivation to just sit and study without having to be rescued by damn social networking sites. But life after school wasn't going all too grand. I mean, I'd come back from campus and I'd be too damn tired to do anything else, let alone homework! And personal-stuff wise, it wasn't going so well either.
I guess to sum it up, while March was kinda unexpected in terms of crazy stuff happening, it came along with moments that I wanted to highlight and delete the crap out of it. I needed to think things through, manage time to balance out student life, work life and enjoying my last legit year as a teenager.
One of the things was a looping unexplainable moment I had. But after days of thinking it through, I just realised today that all that hype of hoping something more shall we say, "exciting" would happen i was making myself believe in, it was just BS. I'm a firm believer that sometimes our mind protects us from realising the truth by giving us some sort of false hope to hang on. In the end, I just feel like I never really really cared about stuff that way. It's good tho', I mean, I can finally move on with the next part of life.
When I thought things couldn't get better, it surprisingly did. The thing I learned about facing problems that keep coming back to haunt you is to never let it get to you too deep. No point keeping it to yourself, cause it's more likely that once you go to bed with the last thing on your mind being about that problem, you're prolly gonna wake up thinking about it before you get the patented morning bone-- nvm.
Everything else just comes as it is. It's just a matter of how you deal with each of them, one at a time. And it doesn't matter if you can't win all your battles. At the end of the day, it's the little victories you were able to get by with that should carry you on to see the next day.
I've always said this to people close to me, and most of them think I'm an ass for saying it. LOL. But nothing worth having ever comes easy anyway. So if we can at least acknowledge that it's worth going through all the problems, and feeling happy that we managed to survive the day, no matter how bad, well I guess that makes for a pretty good little victory for the day to me.
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