Silver Lining

It's amazing to see how much someone has changed, post-secondary/high school days. The smartest kid in class, now in college, still smart and in a relationship, the girl who kept the most quiet in class, just seen hanging out with 6 people at the mall or even the bully of the class, now a respected college mate trying to make ammends for the suffering he or she has caused.

I guess the reason I gave such a long-winded example was because I was not nor am I now, am not sure on how to put what I want to share with the interweb into words.

The past couple weeks have been very challenging to say the least. With each waking hour of a new day, I am constantly reminded of the nearing due dates of an assignment, the problems my friends have with each other or even the fact that it's tough being single again.

I do want to talk about it with my close friends, and believe you me, I have an awesome group of good friends, but what's to say when you can't even begin a blog post about the particular topic, let alone talk about it with a friend, ya know?

Keeping it to myself was always a self-thought virtue I managed to instill over the course of 6 years.But I guess it reached the tipping point a couple hours ago. I'm not going to do anything drastic, don't worry cause my faith has kept me from it. I'm just hoping that by writing all of this, someone out there will relate to it and hopefully by tomorrow, this nagging feeling will disappear and I will be all better again.

I guess you can say it is stress that's spearheading this feeling, and I honestly couldn't care less. Honestly, writing about it is making me feel a bit better already. This isn't the first time the feeling's come around for a visit. It's a bad habit.

But a lesson comes out of this, in a way. No matter how much someone changes over the course of however long, old habits die hard. Sometimes it's okay to leave them be, it's what reminds you that you're only human.

peace.