Monday, November 9, 2009

WARNING: MY MOST SELF-OBESESSED POST EVER.

Call me crazy, but I've been thinking a lot about death lately. Not because I find death fascinating, but honestly, just because I'd like to see, from a very selfish point-of-view, how'd things be on this earth if I went to sleep and woke up in Heaven or Hell.

I know I know, things would prolly still stay the same, but if I'd die tomorrow, or anytime in the short-term future, would I actually be able to say that, "hey, I enjoyed what I had on Earth"?

My answer is at the moment, EFFING YES.

Bet you thought it was gonna be an emo post.

I'm actually fortunate enough to meet so many people from different backgrounds and yet we all still can unsurprisingly get along just like that. I've met douchebags too la, but hey, I'm not complaining. Those people should be credited 'cause i model myself to not be like 'em anyway.

I've gone through both success and epic fails, but most importantly, I made such a crapload of mistakes on the way, and believe you me, there's bound to be bigger mistakes up ahead. Though I may regret making a couple of those really insanely pimple-size mistakes, I swear that after going through them, I'd never ever do the same mistake twice. EVER. Fo shizzle your mom's nizzle.

And the love I felt and gave to the people I know, I know that all the people I know that they will always be there, one way or another, as I will be for them.

I'm posting this very confusing post up because I saw sooooo many stars just now at some place. It was inspiring enough to reflect back on what I already went through, and I can't wait for what's in store.

But if the good lord says that I've served my purpose on Earth and is called back Home, know that I am content with my life, and whatever mere things I did to make you guys smile, even if it was for one damn minute

:)

2 comments:

Siobhán Kathleen said...

Would you believe that you're not the only one that thinks like that? I think about what people would think if I died all the time. Your covers are amazing, by the way.

Anonymous said...

Hey, just stumbled upon your blog...this post really made me think. If I died tomorrow, I would be super upset because my life has been BORING lol (I need to go out and do something cool)
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